Addiction

I did it
again
didn't want to
pledged not to
declared it
a thing of the past
but
tempted
by a thought
a glimmer, a glimpse
I said
no
not this time
but time
sapped
my resolve
and I pondered
considered
maybe once more
I said no
then said yes
and I fought
with
myself
until finally
JUST DO IT
get it over with
done
and so
I did it
again
where and when
will it
end.